YehMeriKahani - Pyaar

 Namaskar,

Maine jindagi mein hamesha smjha tha ki pyar ek sapno jaisa hai , jo chere par ek muskurahat le aata hai . Lekin yeh nahi pata tha ki yeh muskurahat sirf kuch dino ki hoti hai baki sirf ek chalwa hai . Ho sakta hai meri jindagi ka yeh tajurba apka na ho lekin haan yeh meri Kahani hai jiska sach yahi tha . 

Mein in khaton dwara apne jindagi ko jeena aur gamon ko batna chahti hun , aajkal ki duniya mein sab khush hi khush nazar ata hai lekin kya woh sach hota hai , ho bhi sakta hai aur nahi bhi . Mera anubhav nahi ka tha . 

Pyaar mujhe bhi hua kai bar ek attitude wala , kayi bar  kisi ke ache lagne wala , shayad woh pyaar nahi just ek achi feeling thi kisi ke lie . Kabhi sahayd kisi ka chehra bha jata tha , kabhi kisi ki personality impress kar jati thi. Aur choti si main use shadi ka bandan samaj jati thi. Attitude ki dukan thi main . Sahayd hi koi ahsa tha jo mujhe nahi pasand karta tha aur iss baat par andar hi andar mein fakr mehsoos karti thi. Haan lekin apne dayre maine kabhi nahi par kie aur na hi kisi ke sath hui. 

Bhut se log aate mujhe impress karne lekin main apni hi dhun mein rehte thi. Sochti thi ki lagne do jinhe main achi lagti hun .

Bhuton ne hasaya bhi , impress bhi kia lekin maine kabhi bhav nahi dia kyuki main shadi ke lie ek ka hi intezar karti thi shayad , woh ek aya bhi jab main shayad ristey main badhne ko tyar thi,  iski shayad entry ki timing bhut sahi thi , main kuch nahi dkha aur uske sath ho li .... Shayad mera pyaar yahi tha .....